Growth is not an Instagram picture. It’s tears and loss and growth and love and time. I will not let this day break me. I will not step back from life because she for the moment isn’t here. I am. I am here now.. You can not let your self get lost in someone who doesn’t see your value, who runs so easy from a love that transpires time. We choose the familiar hurt than the fresh feeling of self love, self exploration. The trip of life is a wild reminder that it’s not really up to you. No matter how much you think you can enforce your will on the universe, you quickly learn you can’t.